Just got back from helping at Hollies preschool... Kids are funny.. LOL.. I had to bloody walk down there and back cause we have no money for fuel... GRRR I hate being broke..

I have some exciting news.. My little princess now has her ears pierced. She was so brave.. She asked us could she have it done and was asking for weeks so we said righto but do you know that it is gonna hurt. She said YEP but ME WANT IT DONE ANYWAY. She was such a big girl sitting up there and didnt cry till after it was done. I think it was more the shock and her face got grazed with the gun as well. She looks so beautiful and grown up. :(.. She picked the little pink studs herself. Just bootiful......

Jamies dad is coming home today after 6 weeks down having radiation. Its been a long time for him being down there on his own. I know he will be so relieved to be home again...

OMG i forgot my other HUGESTESTSTSTSTS news ever...... I won a prize worth $601.. YIPEEE I never win anything.. It was in the Nappy hunt where you go around like an idiot looking for icons on the nappy sites. Its crazy and I spent lots of nights awake looking. SOme are REALLY hard. I have won a few gorgeous nappies, and leg warmers and huguglugs and jewellery and a game thing and some cream.. WHOOOPPPPPEEEEE so excited....

Had a bit of a meltdown last week and basically felt like I was a walking time bomb ready to explode. NO sleep does some wicked things to your mind. Saturday I had to call Jay hoem from cricket cause my head was throbbing and my back was killing. I went to bed at 4pm, so I must have needed it.

Thomas is teething poor bugger.. his cheeks are sooo red... He is a funny little guy. Im having so many issues with breastfeeding still... GRR part of me wants to just give up cause Im sure our life would be easier on the bottle but I love that he NEEDS me for that. I may never get another chance.. ARGH breastfeeding is sooooo bloody hard. Why cant boobs have metres on them to tell you how much they get....

Here is a video of his funny laugh, if you can hear him over the big foghorn LOL...

Jays baseball team won the grandfinal.... Sound real excited dont i. LOL.. I dont seem to "get" the whole team sport thing anymore. THe way Jay carries on before the game just seems way too over the top. Its just a bloody game... He is out celebrating and I got the job of coming home with the kids. Dont you love it. I hope if I ever get a published LO I get to go out and "get on it" and celebrate. LOL..His photo was on the back page of the paper the other day and HOllie took it to school yesterday for show and tell.. HOW CUTE... so proud of her daddy.. ILl add some baseball photos tommorrow.

Im enjoying the whole new world of Facebook and catching up with a few old schoolfreinds. Is lots of fun to see where people are at and there kids and stuff. Funny how when you are at school it seems like its your whole world, and then it doesnt mean shit once you have made your own life. Its like it is 2 seperate lives and 2 different lots of people that know you. You could be the dorkiest person at school but when you have your own family and adult freinds you are someone totally different. LIFE is bizarre.... Tyddie (school freind) put this pic up on face book of our kindy class. its not real easy to see but im the one with the short sleeve shirt on. LOL..

Love this shot of Thomas' reflection in his mirror on his play thingymagiggy...


This is what I used to think about when I was doing the IVF. Moments like this.... I didnt want HOllie to never have a chance to be a sister. She is being Thomas' teacher. She reads to him alot.

MY BOY CAN SIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My littel cherub can sit up..... STOP GROWING UP... Next thing we will know he will be crawling. Wont Hollie be pissed when he starts touching her stuff... LOL...

Check him out...

And this is his new trick in the Jolly jumper he just started doing..Thinks its soo funny.....

Lying in bed with HOllie tonight and she was just laying there nearly asleep and she turned to me and said.. " mummy I was in your belly once wasnt I?" then she said " thomas was too, he used to kick me and say I wanna get out"...... Its nice when you can have precious moments like that after an absolutely horrendous day.. She also asked to get her ears pierced the other day. LOL.. I want to but im scared...

Its been an absolute shit house week. Im so exhuasted. Jay was supposed to come home at 10 on saturday night and got home at 3am. Was soo sick for fathers day, and slept most of the day. I was so mad and exhuasted. I feel like I could just crawl in a hole. I understand how women can lose the plot and shake there baby. I just got to the point today that I couldnt stand anymore crying. Lucky he is so cute..

Hollie made Jay cry yesterday morning with her Fathers day things she made. SHe did a little thing for him at daycare that said.. I love my daddy because............. he takes me shopping and we go and buy chocolate for my mum and I eat some too... LOL...

Jays dad is in Sydney having Radiation. Feeling a bit sad for him. Being down there on his own he must have a lot of time to reflect on his life and his future.

Did a photoshoot of a gorgeous little man on friday. Still proofing them and after I ask his mumma i might share some. Was supposed to have a shoot today but it got cancelled when bubba woke up with temps..

I got a phonecall today for a wedding quote. I have had so many people chasing quotes lately. For now ive decided i really cant take the extra stress. I think i have had to knock back 5 weddings. I am doing one in 2 weeks but its just for an old freind and im just taking a few formal shots.

HEres some new pics of the kidlets....