Monday, August 18, 2008

Well I did it.. I left and went to mums....

Jay wouldnt Leave even after I packed his siht and through it out the front....

I just cant deal with the drinking and erratic behaviour. I DO want to be a family again, I just want him to work through his problems. Dad wants me to pack my shit and just get out of there, but I dont want that for my kids. They love there dad and he does love them. It could be a lot worse and sometimes I feel like im just over reacting but I dont want to live like this. Its not fair on any of us....

I cant really devulge what fully went on the other night but its just not acceptable..

I am fine, the kids are fine and dont really know whats going on. Im too mad to be sad about it all..

4 comments:

Angela said...

I am so sorry to hear that it has come to this. Please take care of yourself sweetie. You are a gorgeous person and a teriffic Mum and i hope you know this. *mwah*

Tierlakay said...

OMG kaysie....
Hun we are alway's here if you need a talk.. Alway's.....

I hope it doesn't take Jay to long to realise how much he needs you guy's and how much of a dick he has been...

Take care
Peta

Narelle said...

You HAVE done the right thing. He needs to know that this is not acceptable or normal behaviour and that you will not tolerate it for yourself or the kids. You can't force him but you have and need to continue to clearly show him that NOW is the time he needs to get help. xxx

scarredbellybutton said...

I'm sorry it's come to this. I hope things change, I really do. I went through something similar a couple of years ago. You have my email address if you want to talk more about it.