Friday, October 10, 2008

Here come the tears... Today is fall apart day....

I just dont know what to do. I feel like im stuck in limbo. Jay and I just cant talk to each other. Its so sad cause we were so in love once. I just want us back to how it used to be.

I feel so alone. I feel so unloved. My heart hurts.....

I dont know how this is going to end up. I really want to be a family again. I dont want my kids having to spend xmas in two places.

Hollie asked jay earlier if we can have a family lunch tommorrow. HOw sweet. Today while i sobbed she wrapped her little arms around me and told me it would be ok.....

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