Tuesday, August 29, 2006


Ok ive been harrassed about no updates ( thanks Jess).....

Been sick on and off, taking Maxolon when I really cant handle it but struggling through if I can. TOmmorrow is OB appointment. Feeling a little apprehensive, as we will talk about when the stitch will go in and what my chances are of another full term pregnancy. Had a blood test today and took Hols for a bit of a hair cut.

Heres a piccie of Hol in all her dorkiness yesterday.. LOL.... Its kinda cute. Excuse the evil eyes it was taken on the little digital....

Her knew word is "SOON". Anything you want her to do has to be done SOON.. shes such a dag.

I leave you with this song I keep forgetting to add, that Faith sent to me a few weeks ago. She said the words remind her of my IVF journey and it does................... Bye for now.


So Hard"

Back when we started
We didn't know how hard it was
Living on nothing
But what the wind would bring to us
Now we've got something
I can imagine fighting for
So why is fighting all that we're good at anymore

And sometimes I don't have the energy
To prove everybody wrong
And I try my best to be strong
But you know it's so hard
It's so hard

It's so hard when it doesn't come easy
It's so hard when it doesn't come fast
It's so hard when it doesn't come easy
It's so hard

It felt like a given
Something a woman's born to do
A natural ambition
To see a reflection of me and you

And I'd feel so guilty
If that was a gift I couldn't give
And could you be happy
If life wasn't how we pictured it

And sometimes I just want to wait it out
To prove everybody wrong
And I need your help to move on
Cause you know it's so hard
It's so hard

It's so hard when it doesn't come easy
It's so hard when it doesn't come fast
It's so hard when it doesn't come easy
So hard

I can live for the moment
When all these clouds open up for me to see
And show me a vision
Of you and me swimming peacefully

Last night you told me
That you can't remember
How to feel free

It's so hard when it doesn't come easy
It's so hard when it doesn't come fast
It's so hard when it doesn't come easy, easy

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